Thursday, July 30, 2009

my poetry...sorochito kobita...


i'm lost...
Alone in a habitat long deserted by life...
My emotions are sealed by fate...
And my words snatched away by time...
In this lonliness, i fear...
That i'm losing myself...
In this silence, i'm afraid...
I'm scared of being alone...

Far away...someplace beyond my dreams...
Where the light has not yet touched life...
I see somthing...
Or perhaps...its a someone...
Someone i've been waiting for all along...

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Sa'matri'yoni

i guess the name Sa'matri'yoni  must have had struck the readers odd. well...its quite simple actually. "Yoni" is sanskrit for womb...or in general a source of origin. "Sa" is when more than one fuses together. "Matri" is simply maa...or the Divine Power...the Creator.
i hope the name now makes some sense...let me know if you need more help.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

found something i'd been looking for....and things didnt go as planned

and that's my pillow...!! yes...i've had that pillow ever since i was a little kid....actually its one of a set of pillows...i'd brought it to my hostel....had packed it and left it in the cloakroom at the end of last sem. when i returned to the hostel last week i couldnt find it anywhere. i searched the entire building....but....in vain! i was totally heart broken...
but today...early in the morning i found it...in a place i've searched a hundred times before....i guess God took pity on his favourite child and put it there for me to find....
i love you God!

Today i'd gone to the college lib to pick up text and reference books...like every sem this sem too i know that i wont touch my books untill the date of the semester exams are announced...but issuing books from lib on the very first day the lib opens for this purpose is a religion...
and i follow it reverently!
Issuing books is ok but carrying them (they r very heavy...trust me) around the campus is....well, highly uncomfortable!
but things didnt happen the way i'd thought it would...i didnt get the oppertunity to feel the discomfort...the lib did not issue me any books!
The reason: some new system is being set up....a book-bank is being put into execution.
anyway...i just need the books...and i need them as soon as possible....i'm really scared abt this sem....i cant understand a word of 8086 microprocessor!!
HELP....

ok...am here again...

hmmm....to be frank the blogging keera has bitten me quite badly....n mind u i hate keeras(esp ants....am allergic to 'em)....
whole evening i sat thinking what i was going to post next. for an introvert like me...blogging is a boon. it feels like i've found my voice at last...am ready to tell the world what i feel....i'm ready to express my thoughts....i'm ready to share my views and opinions.........and that's something i'v rarely done before!

the day i learnt to frame meaningful sentences in english, my grandma presented me with a notebook...she told me to keep a journal....she wanted me to create a store-house of memory for myself... my grandma...she's not with me now...but i still have her memories stored away safely in my journals...she still lives in those pages of my life...n she will live on till the ink fades away and the pages turn yellow with age and slowly turn to dust. 
i love u didin (grandma)...

that's how it all began and i started writing....my first poem was about a butterfly....i dont remember the lines...n i dont have the notebook with me...(some notoriously jealous and unstable 'friend' of mine made sure that i never got to know what happened to it)....i may have lost the notebook to fate but i still had the art in me....n so i kept filling page after page with poetry....stories....essays...and personal notes.....

Monday, July 27, 2009

my first ever blog post...

well...i'v been coaxed by many to begin blogging...but i'v never had the patience to set this thing up...also, my habits and interests are not a continuous function of time...and so i had this little doubt as to whether i would make a good blogger who continues blogging and doesnt logout from this intricate network of thoughts to make space for more personal time for useless reverie!! but in the end my curiosity overpowered my apprehensions...and here i am writing my first ever blog post.

i'm planning to write anything and everything that comes to my mind. keeping in mind my reputation of being an unpredictable (a typical aquarian trait) person...you can expect some surprises or even shocks from me....so just keep reading...

Remember...for me..."curiosity" is the keyword.

Clockwork

To be able to reach out. To want to know. Somewhere lost in the crowd. Alone and scared. Looking for a way to make it seem worth the whil...